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Ayea524
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Posted by Ayea524

on Apr 25, 2008

Malakye...that is my 4month old sons name. I am all alone I need help. I can barely keep my head above water. I have been on the computer and in the library desperatly tring to find an answer to my prayers. I need money. I can't afford daycare so I can't work as much as I would like to. My own family won't help me. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I think about putting my baby up for adoption and just killing myself just to make things go away... I know that sounds horrible but I love my son too much to just leave him to deal with or anything alone. But I just don't know how I am going to get through the next day. Please if there is anyone out there who sees this message please respond with something possitive. I need it!!!

Ayea524@yahoo.com

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